I left New Zealand mid-2003, bound for Istanbul and a new lif. After two years, a Belgian guy lured me into his world, deep in the heart of Europe. For a long time I was an in-process immigrant. One day we married. These days it's about photography, a little red wine and wandering ... and so the journey goes.
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Surprising news
And the stat meter says 59,182 visitors.
It all began back on 16 November 2005, when I tried to move my existing posts over from somewhere hopeless like MySpace - from a blog started in August that year I think.
Jonathan Safran Foer, from Extremely Loud & Incredibly Close
Many thanks to the brilliant Sparkletopia, who manages to offer up some delightful gem everyday.
Ceiling details, Den Wolsack by Gert
I hadn't tried capturing the artwork on the ceiling of Den Wolsack but Gert does this things where he puts the timer on and lies the camera directly under what he's trying to capture. It worked well in Haghia Sophia and best of all, there's no need for flash...
Truth.
John Lee, Writing from the Body
Found over on Gypsy Girl's Guide.
This much I know ... (or something like that)
Little Miss Three allowed me to showcase that knowledge last night and I could advise, with some authenticity, on the whole affair ... how to wash vomit from bed linen and the fact that the waves of sickness come, on average, about every 30 minutes.
She was a little geyser for a while there and so yes, the stomach flu everyone has been talking of here seems to have arrived over at our place.
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
A Reading Bender and Some New Zealand Lamb
Christina Lamb is an author I'm in pursuit of these days. I wrote of her recently, having discovered her during that first attempt on Benazir Bhutto's life back in October.
The city library here in Antwerpen has a rather decent English literature section but I found The Sewing Circles of Herat hidden amongst the travel books that are mainly in Dutch.
I caught me a bear on the way home ...
In the supermarket, wondering what to cook for dinner when I found a big chunk of New Zealand lamb with 50% off because it had to be cooked today. I was the cook who could do that, and found 2 big kumara to go with the rest.
Life is good ... frustrating sometimes but good.
You know 'those' days ...?
My day started like that and I put the first post into 'draft' because I was so surly I was horrid. Some mornings I just NEED that office to go to.
So I left and ended up smiling over all the 'firsts' I was achieving as a result; firsts that we often only experience as children.
I walked up to my new bank and withdrew my first 20euro, getting right through the process in Dutch without problems.
Then there's the library ... on my way to make use of my shiny new library card, I stopped at the Kubus Permeke cafe at the entrance and discovered that not only is it an aesthetically pleasing place to be, the onion soup is superb and there's a free library wifi setup here.
And there's the added delight of walking through Antwerpen's Chinatown to get here.
The only thing I haven't quite 'got' is how to eat onion soup while blogging ... then again, perhaps I shouldn't be.
Last night I attended my 4th social orientation class after a crazy day of running around ... it was on health matters.
I'm not subtle about missing New Zealand but where our kiwi health care is a mess, Belgium's health system is a smoothly oiled machine. There are no queues, so many costs are subsidised or refunded - it's like NZ years ago, when the politicians were still promising 'cradle to grave' care of the people.
The only questionable practice I could find, and in a way I see the sense of it ... unless you state in writing that you don't want to donate your organs after death, they will be taken.
But back to my lunch ... I tossed the little toasted cubes of bread into the soup, the grated cheese too, I buttered the soft-on-the-inside, crunchy-on-the-outside white bread roll and enjoyed my glass of sparkling water ... all for under 5 euro; with free internet, good music, a great view out over the cobblestoned square through floor to ceiling windows almost hoping that more people don't discover it while wanting to rave about it.
We're living in interesting times ...
John Kennedy
So it is with Barack Obama.
Ted Kennedy
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
The most delicious thing just happened ...
It works in so well with my other projects and will be the more serious, grown-up part of my life ... I needed that.
So it's Brussels once a week as a communications assistant for 6 months.
Monday, January 28, 2008
Den Wolsack, Antwerpen
I've always been intrigued by this building, first built in 1397 but rebuilt after the entire street burned down in 1441.
The name Wolsack refers to both a small dead-end street and the sack in which wool is stored.
We found Den Wolsack in one of the oldest streets in Antwerpen - Oude Beurs (Old Market or Exchange) - a street that has experienced more than a few name changes.
The street was originally named Bullinck, then after the big fire it was renamed Wolstraat (Wool Street) and finally we have the Oude Beurs of today.
A snapshot
This blog needs some photographs, urgently.
Tot straks!
Sunday, January 27, 2008
Pavlova for Peter and Hans.
I had a legendary one back in the 80's but it was lost along the way, so this one is your starter ...
4 large egg whites
1 cup (200g) superfine or castor sugar
1 teaspoon white vinegar (I used to use malt vinegar in NZ)
1/2 Tablespoon cornstarch (corn flour)
Topping: whipped cream
and whatever you please.
grated chocolate, fruit like strawberries or kiwis ... whatever you fancy.
Preheat oven to 250F or 130C and place rack in the centre of the oven. Line a baking sheet with paper and you can draw an 18cm (7in) circle on the paper (but I don't).
- Put your egg whites into a big mixing bowl and beat with an electric mixer until the meringue holds very stiff peaks.
- Continue beating the egg whites and start adding the sugar, about a tablespoon at a time.
- Test to see if the sugar has dissolved by rubbing a little meringue between your thumb and finger - if gritty, keep beating.
- Once the sugar has dissolved, stop beating it and add the vinegar and cornstarch. Fold them into the meringue with a rubber spatula.
Gently spread the meringue inside the circle on the baking paper, if you made one.
Bake for about 1 hour and 15 minutes or until the outside is dry and takes on a very pale cream clour. Turn the oven off and leave the door slight open, letting the pav cool off in the oven.
The outside of the pav will feel firm but as it cools you will get some cracking, allowing you to see the inside is soft and marshmallowy (hopefully).
Whip the cream and cover the pavlova with it just before serving.
Smakelijk!
Oh, and if anyone has a tried and tested pavlova recipe they know and love, I would be more than happy to receive a copy.
Party at Villa Kiwi, Antwerpen
v-grrrl has written our weekend up and described Di in her interview clothes in ways that made me smile so I'll link to her post.
But last night's party ... it was extra special, partially due to our talented Spanish guitar-playing friend who delighted us with songs in both Spanish, including music he had written for one of Pablo Neruda's poems, and in Portuguese. He's working on a demo, I'll let you know when his music is available.
And I was left with camera-envy (shameful I know) when Simon and Paola talked of their intended purchase but so very delighted to meet them. And charmed, as ever, by Peter and Hans.
Eva's one of the world's beautiful people, inside and out, the Belgian in love with her Spaniard, came over and we enjoyed catching up with both her and her man. Lut was there, radiating her deliciousness and at one point had little Miss Three curled up in her arms as they sat listening to Ivan play guitar ... and I discovered her man Maurice speaks English so very well. I should have known, Belgians are so good in languages but Maurice has been happy to listen to us in the past.
I think I impressed him (almost) when I told him in Dutch that he was 'a rose between two thorns' when he sat with Lut and I on the red couch ... een roos tussen twee toornen
It was lovely to see Eric, Miss E and Mr A - property of Ms V. They're always a pleasure to catch up with. Kiwis Heather and Helen came too, with Heather putting my 'New Zealanders don't really do language' claim to shame with her fluent Dutch. (...sigh) And Helen had come despite jetlag - a woman I hope to photograph one day soon actually.
Michelle came bearing Brownies that tasted divine, with a new hair style that suited and would have delighted Shannon - our guru of good taste and beautiful things. We're hooking up for a photo session next weekend, as she joins those flying home and abandoning me soon.
I guess it's clear that it was a really good night, one of those nights that leave you sitting on the couch with good friends talking about how much we all enjoyed it, how nice the people were, and about the conversations that seemed better than ever.
Thanks to everyone who traveled to Antwerpen ...
So, when suits you in February?
Caroline Kennedy and 'A President Like my Father'
I want a president who understands that his responsibility is to articulate a vision and encourage others to achieve it; who holds himself, and those around him, to the highest ethical standards; who appeals to the hopes of those who still believe in the American Dream, and those around the world who still believe in the American ideal; and who can lift our spirits, and make us believe again that our country needs every one of us to get involved.
I have never had a president who inspired me the way people tell me that my father inspired them. But for the first time, I believe I have found the man who could be that president — not just for me, but for a new generation of Americans.
Saturday, January 26, 2008
A little of this, a little of that
Did I mention that last week's postponed job interview happened yesterday? I will have to wait till next week to hear but I'm hoping.
More than that though ...it was grand just being out there and wandering again. I adore Brussels.
The day of the interview and we woke at 6.30am. I was catching the 8.30 from Antwerp to Brussels, until we heard the news that my tram line wasn't running due to strike action by the mechanics ...
So I showered fast and caught a bus into Central Station around 7.30am, prepared to wait there if I was too early but no, I arrived to the news that the 8.30am train to Brussels was already running 15 minutes late so ... I jumped on the 8.02.
Bowing to a variation of something akin to delhi-belly of Thursday, I had traveled without breakfast, fearful really. But what else is there to do in Brussels North station if you're almost one and a half hours early for a job interview.
I located my tram line then kicked back with a koffie verkeerd and warm croissant.
I enjoyed the interview, then popped in to catch up with a friend living in Sint Gillisvoorplein. I loved the area, possibly helped by the fact that there was a market going on but the area just had a really nice feeling ... reminiscent of Istanbul really.
I had a hearty onion soup with crusty chunks of bread for 2.50euro at a brasserie on a corner, a place I need to go back to one day.
Finally I met up with v-grrrl and we caught the train home, talking and continuing to talk right through into today.
Party tonight, the apartment is a work in progress ... I clean a little, talk a little.
Tot ziens from the kiwi in Belgie
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
the Dalai Lama.
Borrowed from Luka Bloom's website.
Stuff you don't need to know about me :)
Paul Kelly and his 'Midnight Rain' (which I have never found on youtube.)
Seal and Love's Divine .
Luka Bloom and Monsoon
Oddly enough, my favourite poem is Hone Tuwhare's 'Rain'.
I didn't realise I had a list of favourites based on rain till I was loading my mp3 player tonight and put all the old and new favourites together at the top of the playlist.
Erin Brockovich and New Zealand
Bond and Bond, New Zealand electrical retailer advertisement.
Ummm, last year's effort: Bond and Bond was forced last year by American campaigner Erin Brockovich to withdraw an advertisement that said: "Government says fridges are better younger. Just like women really."
Sourced from the NZ Herald.
A bad wine kind of day in Antwerpen
I was early and popped into a harbour-side pub for a wine.
Lovely view from the window, good music and the price of the food seemed not too bad but the house wine was vinegar.
Lesson learned, I met Gert at our favourite cafe in the area. Eve's sandwich cafe is second to none. I'll post on it one day.
Not quite ready to go home, I popped into Via Via, knowing I could count on ambience, free wifi and some drinkable red wine.
But no, here I am with a second glass of vinegar red wine, another undrinkable red wine. It doesn't bear thinking about.
I guess today isn't my day (or it could be a sign) but the glass can sit next to me while I work on my photographs ... a reason for loitering here and about the same price as paying for internet.
Istanbul Memories ... a slightly girly perspective on memories
Beste introduced me to shopping for good copies and my Istanbul 212 fake created this feeling of sunshine on the toughest of days.
Today I realised that it has become the one constant from those days to these Belgian days and no matter how cash-strapped we are, Gert made Herrera 212 a small priority and there's almost always this bottle of happy memories someplace on my desk.
This morning, getting ready to go out and open my very first bank account here in the flatland, I sprayed some on and realised again, the way a perfume can bring back memories of other places and different times.
A bank account eh ... it's been too long.
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Michele Hewitson, Journalist
Sometimes it is simply that it's crap to have to clean the 'office' before you can get on with working in the 'office', especially when it has been messed up by the other 5 you share the apartment with.
I'm trying to work my sense of outrage into my argument about why I need a dog. I still sometimes hear the scrabbling of Sandie-dog's paws on the foor when I scrape a plate and imagine what she would do with Miss 3's under-the-table-dispersal of food stuff.
So ... posting of far more interesting things. A writing goddess actually.
I was lucky enough to play freelance photographer to New Zealand journalist, Michele Hewitson last year, and since then I've become a huge fan of her delightful style of interview.
I found an article that really gives you a glimpse of who she is and how she affects interviewees. It's titled A year of interviewing - you can't make these things up.
I'd like to be Michele Hewitson when I grow up.
1.32am, Tuesday 22nd January 2008
It's so much sadder than I knew to expect. He's just always been there, this guy who was first to climb Everest.
Listening to his family speak of him, now the television presenters, seeing New Zealanders lining the streets as his coffin travels to the cemetery, hearing Dave Dobbyn's song Loyal playing ... sad and very homesick but glad I was able to see it.
Monday, January 21, 2008
An interesting article titled 'Hillary, Barack, Experience'
He opens: With all the sniping from the Clinton camp about whether Barack Obama has enough experience to make a strong president, consider another presidential candidate who was far more of a novice. He had the gall to run for president even though he had served a single undistinguished term in the House of Representatives, before being hounded back to his district.
That was Abraham Lincoln.
But it was they way that he ended his fact-filled article that made me smile... To put it another way, think which politician is most experienced today in the classic sense, and thus — according to the “experience” camp — best qualified to become the next president.
That’s Dick Cheney. And I rest my case.
Michael Yon, Blogger
Michael Yon was not a journalist, and he wasn’t sure what a blogger was. He had been in uniform but not in combat, and he wanted to keep it that way. He went to Iraq thinking he would stay for a month, and maybe find a way to write about the war after he got home.
Instead, he has spent most of the last three years in Iraq, writing prolifically and graphically, and racking up more time embedded with combat units than any other journalist, according to the United States military. He has been shot at, buffeted by explosions and seen more people maimed — fighters and civilians, adults and children — than he can count.
Fireplace feature, Antwerpen
The street is probably Oude Beurs, Peter. That's where Gert thinks the old building is ...
I'll go back this week if you don't find it. I need to name it once and for all.
This was a detail of the big old fireplace in the room that Jessie and I found in the city.
The natural light there was superb. I think it was more about that than the subject in this instance.
Sunday, January 20, 2008
A Conchords Interview
People Who Live
understand eternity.
They copy the curves of the waves,
their hearts beat with the tides,
& the saltiness of their blood
corresponds with the sea.
They know that the house of flesh
is only a sandcastle
built on the shore,
that skin breaks
under the waves
like sand under the soles
of the first walker on the beach
when the tide recedes.
Each of us walks there once,
watching the bubbles
rise up through the sand
like ascending souls,
tracing the line of the foam,
drawing our index fingers
along the horizon
pointing home.
Erica Jong, Poet
Thanks to Gypsy Girl .
One reason to attend social orientation classes ...
Then there's the 5000euro fine for non-attendance ...
Anyone who is still for more than a few seconds when I have my camera is clearly wanting their photograph taken :)
A winter's day out walking ...
Jessie and I went out wandering and found this old room in the city, even the ceiling has a beautiful painting on it.
Gert asked me where it is, I had no real idea. It's one that I always find by accident.
So there I was, wondering what it might have been when the camera clicked and she had me ... a photograph of that rarely captured breed known as the photographer ;)
Saturday, January 19, 2008
So then there was fado
I've been listening to her as I work here this afternoon. And yes, I'm waiting for the movie now.
Market Day and a rainy day in the city
I remember back in Mecidiyekoy in Istanbul, the days when it rained like this were the days when the people who recognised me, called to me smiling.
It's always been my weather, I come alive.
We caught the tram to the foreigners market this morning and I delighted in finding big parsnips and big red kumara to roast in oil with onions and potatoes and carrots tonight. Then distracted by healthy green spring onions we bought mushrooms too, Persian chicken is on the menu too now.
Apples for kindergarten and this delicious big bread from the speciality bread man, with two freshly-baked speculoos.
I came home to a desk that is becoming cosy, with the whisper of a huge 'dive into and swim across an unknown ocean' kind of project glimmering on the horizon. A faint glimmer, so no details for now.
A good day here in the flatlands ...
Maya Stein, Poet
4.
imagine, despite your unbearable faults and fissures,
you are still a thing of beauty, a rare creature, a snowflake,
a singular, spectacular atom circumnavigating the tangled astronomy
of your life the only way you know how.
Friday, January 18, 2008
ja sei namorar,Tribalistas
Found over on Gypsy Girls Guide.
Poems from Guantánamo, Amnesty International
In the past six years, at least 775 men have been held in the U.S detention centre at Guantánamo Bay. The men detained in the prison camp are routinely held in solitary confinement, condemned without a fair trail, many of them tortured. Through all this, some of the detainees have taken sanctuary in poetry some of which is now available in a new book Poems from Guantánamo, the detainees speak.
Thanks to Babel Fish .
Monet's Pond
Looking through the photographs taken in France now.
I loved Monet's garden. I could work there in that space he created. The colours in his house, the outlook over the peaceful gardens ... it was lovely.
Ornela Vorpsi, Writer
Ornela Vorpsi is introduced as an Italian-writing, Paris-dwelling, prize-winning Albanian writer.
Ornela continues to write in Italian, but she thinks and talks in four languages. Is this maybe what languages mean to us in Europe today? 'To me it comes naturally. I continue to speak Albanian to my mother on the phone every day, in Italian to my husband, and French in the street. And I believe that the language in my novels is a synthesis of many cultures, of many mixed languages.'
You can read a little more about her here, if curious
Someplace in Spain
I stayed up alone last night, just for a while, web-wandering in the peace of a sleeping house.
I was introduced to some lovely new sites, and found old friends who had stopped posting once upon a time but were back.
This morning I'm working on photographs from Spain, listening to Lila Downs , found over on Twitches web space.
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Pema Chodron
Found over at Sparkletopia.
Curious about sword swallowers?
So if you've ever wondered about sword-swallowers and the side-effects then here it is: Sword swallowing and its side effects
Objective To evaluate information on the practice and associated ill effects of sword swallowing.
Jonathan Coulton, Re Your Brains
It amused me enough to go wandering for more information. The write up led me to Jonathan Coulton's site.
Jonathan Coulton is a singer/songwriter who releases his songs via the Creative Commons license, which enables projects such as this video. Through his "Thing A Week" podcast, Jonathan has put out a clever, creative song like this one every week for a year.
Please visit Spiffworld for more information about my videos, including info about how I make them.
The song at the end of the video is "Mandelbrot Set", another great Jonathan Coulton song.
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
I think you should write down your life experiences and all that you can remember about your tribe.
Pascal Khoo Thwe, extractFrom the Land of Green Ghosts.
Borrowed from Lotus's exquisite book readers blog.
A reporter may express a professional, journalistic judgement, but not a personal opinion ... Audiences should not be able to gauge from BBC programmes the personal views of presenters and reporters. (BBC Producer Guidelines, 1996, p.16)
Mark Brayne, from The Personal Experience of Being a Foreign Correspondent.
Hone Tuwhare, Poet
Martin sent news of it this morning and I raced over to the New Zealand Herald, unable to believe that we could have lost another of my favourite Kiwis.
They wrote: Hone Tuwhare, New Zealand's most distinguished Maori writer, has died aged 86.
This poem is probably my favourite amongst all poems ever read:
Rain
I can hear you
making small holes
in the silence
rain
If I were deaf
the pores of my skin
would open to you
and shut
And I
should know you
by the lick of you
if I were blind
the something
special smell of you
when the sun cakes
the ground
the steady
drum-roll sound
you make
when the wind drops
But if I
should not hear
smell or feel or see
you
you would still
define me
disperse me
wash over me
rain
Hone Tuwhare
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
I'm Luke, I'm 5 ...
The JCB Song by Nizlopi is simply the cutest song in the world. Give it a little time to start and I'm not sure if it's still possible but the story of the song is inspiring.
It begins: Being dyslexic in the early 80's (oh the irony - give people who can't spell a word that nobody can spell). Luke's school days weren't always easy. Indeed he was victimised at school, not just by the bullies but by the school itself - so when he sings of "all the bullies, the teachers and their pets ..." he knows what he's talking about and this very much comes from the heart.
There were school days when Luke's Dad decided he needed some 'compassionate leave' and would take him to work, where the 5 year old would ride proudly on the toolbox of the old JBC and cook up vivid imaginings ...
Thanks to Pam who introduced it to me so long ago.
Nathalie Handel, poet, playwright and writer
I move to keep things whole.
Mark Strand, from Keeping Things Whole
I liked this quote. It suits my mood. I've been living with a question of late ... why haven't I moved this time. Why am I standing still in a half-life.
When my first marriage ended, I accepted the first home I was offered, grateful that I could pack my pride and courage and move on.
I lived there, in a place I could never call home, until the day that I woke and thought, I don't need to punish myself for an ending.
And fate smiled on me when I arrived in the small store on the peninsula a few moments after my future landlady had posted an advert for her small harbour-edge cottage, the one with windows from ceiling to floor and a view of the harbour and hills. The inexpensive one, odd on the inside with a questionable water supply but a happy home for a while.
And that's how it has been.
I look for a certain things in a home, things that soothe my soul when I find places to settle.
We only live one life, we shouldn't make do with the place where we live unless all choice is gone.
I found the quote on a page with poetry by Nathalie Handal and I loved the way she worked Strand into her poem titled
Strangers Inside Me.
An extract:
as I travel and move
from one continent to the next,
move, to be whole.
You can find Nathalie's website here .
Even if we cannot articulate this intense physical sensation, even if language fails us, we know what home is then, in our very bones."
Elizabeth Huggan, from Belonging
Borrowed from Kim over at Stepping Stones.
Monday, January 14, 2008
Our current society often forces us to feel isolated from everyone else. Music helps us to recuperate this part of the social animal so that we can connect with others: emotionally, socially and also politically.'
Music helps us to understand that we are not alone in our dreams.
Ismael Serrano, Cafe Babel interview.
Ismael Serrano, Musician
Ismael Serrano
In love with this song ...
Marcel Proust
From the newly discovered and absolutely delightful sparkletopia.
Europe Takes Africa’s Fish, and Boatloads of Migrants Follow
A fairly heartbreaking article in the New York Times on why we should check where our fish come from and on why some Africans risk their life to reach a new life in Europe.
Many scientists agree. A vast flotilla of industrial trawlers from the European Union, China, Russia and elsewhere, together with an abundance of local boats, have so thoroughly scoured northwest Africa’s ocean floor that major fish populations are collapsing.
The region’s governments bear much of the blame for their fisheries’ decline. Many have allowed a desire for money from foreign fleets to override concern about the long-term health of their fisheries. Illegal fishermen are notoriously common; efforts to control fishing, rare.
But in the view of West African fishermen, Europe is having its fish and eating them, too. Their own waters largely fished out, European nations have steered their heavily subsidized fleets to Africa.
That has crippled coastal economies and added to the surge of illegal migrants who brave the high seas in wooden pirogues hoping to reach Europe. While reasons for immigration are as varied as fish species, Europe’s lure has clearly intensified as northwest Africa’s fish population has dwindled.
What European city do I belong in ...
You Belong in Paris |
You enjoy all that life has to offer, and you can appreciate the fine tastes and sites of Paris. You're the perfect person to wander the streets of Paris aimlessly, enjoying architecture and a crepe. |
A Snapshot from my Saturday Night
Saturday night and I was attending the Nieuw Jaar Receptie of Open VLD Greater Antwerp.
It was lovely catching up with people not seen since the last reception but I was also there as photographer, looking for a few people shots for a new magazine the liberal democrats are putting together.
And this was one of my favourite images from the evening - Koen Helsen, Province Alderman.
Note: Yes Peter and Manic, I got the name wrong. Both guys were at the event but Gert didn't check my work and I don't 'know' either of them, writes the smiling blogger.
Sunday, January 13, 2008
On Being a Good and Loving Wife ...
I bought him a newspaper and let him buy me a small carafe of wine. I have my laptop and he's devouring his newspaper in a new kind of 'peace', one that involves hanging out in a room full of strangers while good music plays.
We're together apart, him with his tea and me with my red wine.
A good Sunday to you too.
Saturday, January 12, 2008
I love this thing about New Zealand too
Planning began during a two-hour meeting between his widow, Lady Hillary, and Prime Minister Helen Clark, who returned to New Zealand from her holiday in Europe yesterday afternoon, and was driven straight to Lady Hillary's Remuera home.
On meeting Lady Hillary, the Prime Minister exclaimed, "There you are" and the two women embraced for several seconds.
I remember coming out of a long meeting with our previous NZ ambassador here in Brussels, we were a small group of kiwis discussing future plans, and afterwards I met an American friend while having a drink at an outdoor cafe. The friend was stunned when he learned where I'd been, saying that he couldn't imagine getting 5 minutes with his ambassador in Brussels.
More recently, when delivering photographs to the Embassy, a lovely guy held open the door for another American friend and I. He and I talked a little, I was curious to know how the new job was going.
On leaving the building I asked my friend if she realised who we'd been talking to. She was surprised to learn that he was New Zealand's present ambassador to Brussels.
We're nice people, she writes, ever so modestly ;)
Travel
That is why we need to travel. If we don’t offer ourselves to the unknown, our senses dull. Our world becomes small and we lose our sense of wonder. Our eyes don’t lift to the horizon; our ears don’t hear the sounds around us. The edge is off our experience, and we pass our days in a routine that is both comfortable and limiting. We wake up one day and find that we have lost our dreams in order to protect our days.
Kent Nerburn.
Found over on Muse to Muse.
Sparkletopia and Muse to Muse, 2 blogs found
Christine Mason Miller
Two beautiful new blogs found.
I borrowed the quote from Christine Mason Miller's sparkletopia and over there, she reminded me of a blog I used to follow and lost somewhere along the way.
Muse to Muse is an online journal between two best friends seperated by the Altantic Ocean. They're just back from time in Italy and I loved the extract I found in Frida's post:
I’ve left Italy but Italy has not left me. It lingers on behind my eyelids and in crevices of memory. T’ai Chi meditation walk every morning on a lawn fragrant with wild oregano. A full moon in Strove near Montereggione, hanging in the night sky like a celestial apricot. The church in San Gimignano where I lit a candle for the dead.
Friday, January 11, 2008
A search for poetry on a Friday night. Inspired by V
There's something incredibly mellow about searching for poetry written by writers back home in New Zealand ... poetry that captures something I recognise or miss or simply love.
Waitakere Rain
Ernest Hemingway found rain to be
made of knowledge, experience
wine oil salt vinegar quince
bed early mornings nights days the sea
men women dogs hill and rich valley
the appearance and disappearance of sense
or trains on curved and straight tracks, hence
love honour and dishonour, a scent of infinity.
In my city the rain you get
is made of massive kauri trees, the call of forest birds
howling dark oceans and mangroved creeks.
I taste constancy, memory and yet
there’s the watery departure of words
from the thunder-black sand at Te Henga Beach.
Paula Green
When I reached In my city ... the poet truly won me over. She's describing one type of New Zealand rain in a specific place.
I love that about home - the rain in Tautuku is different to the rain in Abel Tasman National Park. The rain in Fiordland thunders down on tin roofs while in other places it was gentler, smelt different and yet it still felt like a cousin of all the other rains I've known in different New Zealand places.
So I loved this poem for the journey of remembering it took me on ...
Harvey and New Zealand Poetry
I know that whenever I need a good deep lungful of New Zealand literature, a sometimes neglected love of mine, I can wander over to Harvey's blog and read until I find something.
Tonight's poem was one of a series and it made both my daughter and I smile.
The txt
Mum come upstairz
my throats 2 sore
2 call out 2 u.
In firemother red
I take the stairs
two at a time.
Michele Amas
A little more on Sir Ed
The news breaking back home ...
I didn't realise how sad it would make me and so many other kiwis. Tribute books can be found in NZ Embassies the world around.
Brian Andreas
Borrowed from Andrea.
Sir Edmund Hillary, climber
New Zealand climber and first person to reach the summit of Mount Everest, Sir Edmund Hillary, died of a heart attack. He was 88. A state funeral is to be held for him.
Prime Minister Helen Clark spoke of him in the New Zealand Herald, "The legendary mountaineer, adventurer, and philanthropist is the best-known New Zealander ever to have lived. But most of all he was a quintessential Kiwi. He was ours - from his craggy appearance and laconic style to his directness and honesty. All New Zealanders will deeply mourn his passing.
"Sir Ed's 1953 ascent of Mt Everest brought him world-wide fame. Thereafter he set out to support development for the Sherpa people of the Himalayas. His lifetime's humanitarian work there is of huge significance and lasting benefit.
Thursday, January 10, 2008
Via Via Cafe
I discovered Via Via Cafe here in Antwerpen and the delight is not only found in its relaxed interior, good affordable food and excellent music but there's also free wifi.
I was looking for a space out of the house, away from the madness and found this cafe on the internet. An explanation of how it began can be found here, along with an explanation of why these cafes can also be found in Indonesia, Senegal, Spain, Honduras and Tanzania.
You can find Antwerpen's Via Via in the older part of the city at Wolstraat 43, across the road from a Tram 10 and 11 stop.
I'll let you know if the wine turns up in the meanwhile ...
Update: I take it all back, the service is perfect here. The cafe is busy, the waiter forgot me. I just received my second wine 'on the house' ...
Alles goed here in the city.
Barrack Obama
Thanks to Erin for giving me yet another reason to admire Barack Obama.
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
Seems I'm a Barack Obama girl ... as if I didn't know that.
Enjoy.
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
Social Orientation Class - Day 1
The mix in class is interesting.
2 Moldovans
2 Finns
1 Nigerian
someone from the Carribean (she lived in Montego Bay back there)
1 Dane
1 South African
1 Slovakian
and the New Zealander.
There are two photographers and the husband of a photographer within that small mix of people.
Today we discussed what we knew about Europe and Belgium in small groups. We also got to talk on interesting subjects like Turkey joining the EU (I can imagine your face on reading that, Shannon) and I even asked about BHV at the appropriate moment.
Manic had told me that if I could explain BHV to his Belgian self then I was orientated and had no need of class.
So I explained.
When I asked the teacher if she meant BHV as she was talking about the problems with Brussels, she kind of sighed and sat down and said that BHV was a very complicated thing that few Belgians understood.
I wasn't even being a brat, I had just assumed that she would have understood it.
Oh, other contentious issue was which city is the biggest in Belgium.
My man from Antwerpen says it's Antwerpen because Brussels only gets so big because they count all the communes ...
Actually Manic, it's like you read the lesson plan with your questions earlier today because I did end up saying but Brussels isn't a province, is it? when we were discussing the provinces question and that, my Belgian friend, was all because of you.
Bedankt!
Some Ernie Awards offerings from the past
1. telling female staff at the Bondi Junction Post office that if they wanted to be at the opening of the new Post Office they should lose weight; and
2. cutting the maternity leave of a worker from 12 to six weeks when her baby was born 13 weeks premature on the basis that this was 12 weeks earlier than the date she had nominated.
Tom Cruise once won for a past comment about his then-pregnant fiance: "I've got Katie tucked away so no one will get to us until my child is born ... [Katie's] life from now on was going to be about being a mother. I'm not giving her the chance to turn into another Nicole."
In the judicial category, lawyer Chrisovalantis Papadopoulos won the Ernie for saying a rape was only brief and "at the very bottom of the scale of seriousness," while the political prize went to Australia's Bill Heffernan who criticized his opponent, Labor MP Julia Gillard, for remaining unmarried and childless. "Anyone who chooses to deliberately remain barren ... they've got no idea what life's about," he said.
Got to love the Australian Male ...
In 1993 a small group of women gathered to celebrate the retirement of the original Ernie, a notoriously sexist trade union official who claimed that the only reason women wanted to become shearers was for the sex. The event grew to become the Annual Ernie Awards, the world's premier event shaming men for outrageous sexism.
Fifteen years of Australian male chauvinist piggery is faithfully chronicled here with name, rank and serial number - from John Laws to John Howard, from David Oldfield to David Hookes, from Pat Cash to Paddy McGuinness and Australia's former favourite son-in-law, Tom Cruise. Chefs, archbishops, judges, footballers, shock jocks and politicians are all in our sights.
I never turned away from Cathy. No matter how fat she was...
Nick Bideau, Cathy Freeman's ex-coach and ex-partner
I bet she's now sorry she burnt her bra all those years ago (on Germaine Greer at 63).
Ray Hadley, broadcaster
Social Orientation ... again
I am promised that 'In this course you will get tons of important and useful information about life in Belgium, Flanders and Antwerp.'
This time I'm on the business English course however I've been warned that the same course book is used. The one that advises me to walk on the footpath when in the city.
I've been told I'll have homework, as I only have 5 weeks of one night per week on this course.
I can only imagine that they think I've lived inside a New Zealand bubble in Belgium till now.
Meanwhile I'm reading through an overview of the present political situation in Belgium and checking the English today. Tomorrow I'm starting a new photography project with immigrant kids here in the city. I attended an Antwerpen Alderman's New Year reception last weekend and this weekend I have another political function to attend. Lut introduced me to things Wallonian recently and Flanders Fields with its history of war has become a second home to me here in Belgium.
Me, have an attitude about social orientating myself in Belgie after almost 3 years ...?
As if.
Monday, January 07, 2008
Sunday, January 06, 2008
Viewed from my desk ...
Microsoft Research on youtube
Saturday, January 05, 2008
Abdellatif Laâbi, Poet
you are welcome
amidst an ocean of sorrows
Thanks to you I know
that it isn't pointless to hope for a truce
in the cycle of horrors
that in the notebook of love
there remain a few unwritten pages
that a friend long out of touch
will send a most unexpected message
that another life
with a brief but amazing flame
still awaits me in this life
Little wave of pure joy
put a smile on the faces
of all those these lines
will reach!
I found this beautiful poem over at Nomadics
Friday, January 04, 2008
Explaining to a serious man in a supermarket on his way home from work why my concentration isn't so good is a tricky kind of situation to find myself in ...
David Mitchell, Cloud Atlas
'Borrowed' from Kim.
Thanks.
What's a girl to do ... ?
I confessed over the phone to Gert that I had 'cleaned' 2 big rubbish bags of unnecessary stuff from our wash-house (laundry). I could hear he had that raised-eyebrow-smile thing going on but mostly he trusts me.
After a childhood of 20 years in one house, I've spent the rest of my life moving towns, cities and countries every few years, houses ... well sometimes I moved houses multiple times over a very short period while staying in the same town. All of which means that I am something of an expert when it comes to the downsizing of 'stuff'.
When moving to Istanbul, I was allowed 20kgs of free luggage, excess was a luxury and the same thing happened with my move from Istanbul to Belgium. I almost fainted over the 200euro bill for my excess book luggage and that was a discount because I looked so incredibly sad at 5.30 that morning in Istanbul airport.
So my point, and there was one, I know how to downsize ... he can trust me.
Resting, somewhat smugly, from my labours, I poured a glass of red wine then remembered.
Some things make me cough more than other things ... red wine is one of the worst offenders. I'm not sure what to do about it except wait for this moment to pass.
(The photograph: homesick, I've posted a photograph from my favourite post-divorce house. There were 4 - this was the one on the edge of Otago Harbour, the one that I wish I had bought, pre-Lord of the Rings housing boom.)
Food for Thought on Airline Security Post 9/11
Six years after the terrorist attacks of 2001, airport security remains a theater of the absurd. The changes put in place following the September 11th catastrophe have been drastic, and largely of two kinds: those practical and effective, and those irrational, wasteful and pointless.
It's worth reading ...
Experiences of an English Soldier in WW1 - blogged
The Telegraph is running the story : Private Harry Lamin's letters home are being posted as an online diary, with each despatch published 90 years to the day after it was written.
Thanks Martin.
Thursday, January 03, 2008
Belgian Crusine ...
Well you go ... so I did, never imagining the delights that were ahead of me.
It's taken me a few days to absorb the experience; an experience that included a drive into Wallonia, wandering through the ancient city of Huy, following the River Meuse, exploring Dinant before heading out into the countryside and Gilain Hostellerie in Dinant-Liroux where I ate some of the most stunning Belgian food I've ever tasted.
Lut picked me up at 10am on the Friday and we drove off in sunshine. She has this thing going with Saint Peter. She does the praying, he organises the weather. It's marvellous traveling with her.
We walked around Huy and already I could feel the photographer in me was happy.
Then on to Dinant, I didn't know but it was the town of Adolf Sax ... the man who invented the saxophone. So the trip was educational too.
And it was good to be out in the rolling hill farmland that is the Ardennes out that way - it felt like a small taste of home with lots of fresh air and empty space.
We pulled up at Gilain Hostellerie and Lut expressed a small concern that it might not be as good as it seemed when she booked on the internet however it was better than good. It was actually a small slice of heaven.
We were each shown to a beautiful room that took my breath, and then we wrapped up and went for a pre-dinner stroll through the tiny hamlet of houses nearby. Some photographs were taken amid much laughter, some locals were quite possibly made curious by the laughing leather and fur coat clad creatures in their midst.
Back in the hotel and I disappeared into the shower in my room. Two years in Istanbul with very dubious showers that trickled more often than not and I'm a great fan of good hotel bathrooms.
The bed, did I mention the bed ... I could lie sideways across it and then there was the balcony, the sun lounger and chair, the view out over farmland, the warmth and the incredible peace of the place.
But, then came the dinner.
Before the evening of 28 December, I have to confess, I had never experienced a gastronomical menu.
Every course was heavenly and small and beautifully presented by a lovely French-speaking waiter who informed us about the food and the wine accompanying each course.
Still a gastronomic innocent, we started out in the tasting lounge and were served with a red wine and blackcurrant syrup drink that I'd like to replicate one day. Little parmesan biscuits arrived first. Followed by 3 small elegant glasses of mousse ... that would be a pheasant, a mussel, and a veal mousse.
I savoured each mouthful, as did Lut.
The waiter invited us to move through to the dining room and there the courses continued.
A white wine accompanied the beautifully presented scallop and eel sauce with wild mushrooms.
Then came the tender venison steak that had been created by some magician the owner was obviously keeping in the kitchen, with a foie gras and bacon strip on the plate too and a red wine.
A small space and then out came hare ... both as small steaks and another small glass containing a stunning hare stew, and that new red wine.
Then there was the fully-stocked cheeseboard, and I shouldn't have but I did.
Then there was a dessert. A chocolate gateau-like cake, with special ice cream and things that went over my head because I had all but passed out from pleasure.
Rivesaltes ended the meal ... and I learned that I love Rivesaltes.
Laughing over the experience and clutching a bottle of water each, Lut and I retired to our rooms, having agreed to meet for a 9am breakfast.
3am and I sat bolt upright, sweating and oh so full.
I had eaten too many members of the animal kingdom and they were playing in my little round belly.
A little water, a little walk around the room and I climbed back into my huge and comfortable bed in my stunningly comfortable room and slept until morning, vowing never to obediently eat all dishes that any charming French-speaking Belgian puts in front of me again. It never occurred to me once that I couldn't or shouldn't eat all of the small venison steak, or that the hare that melted in my mouth might be too rich ... no no no, it was all about food and how sometimes, it's better than any other delight you can possibly think of.
I was scared as we strolled into breakfast, scared that I wouldn't have the willpower to stop when I should.
There was freshly squeezed orange juice, a pot of beautiful coffee, fresh bread rolls, croissants and a type of scone, proscuitto and cheese and this sunflower seed-type toast. The owner/chef seemed concerned when we said we didn't need anything else, I think Lut said something about muesli across the room - neither of us could imagine even finishing what was in front of us.
Heartfelt thanks and we were on the move again, following the River Meuse, stopping to photograph as rather elaborate castle and garden along the way - a Castle Freyr .
The owner of the hostellerie had suggested we pop in at Celles , just down the road.
And on into Givet but by then my head had been turned towards Belgium and nothing in France could compare or compete with what I had experienced while wandering.
Dank u wel Lut, for convincing me once and for all that Belgian crusine isn't all about Gert's Hutsepot and for showing me that Belgium is a more of a land of contrasts and history than I realised; a land of good people who really know how to prepare food, and of others who are stunningly kind to their friends.
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
By crikey, kiwis are tough ...
"There's no money in that at the rodeo," Church said.
I'm sorry but I couldn't resist adding this story in the New Zealand Herald.
The choice is yours as to whether you read of the cowboy's annoyance over the incident ...
I love love love the way New Zealanders are masters of understatement ....and kind of cute too
... Marty Hoffart rowed his small boat out to the net he'd set off Papamoa Beach.
Instead of finding fish for dinner, he got a little more than he bargained for when he came face to face with one of the ocean's most capable predators.
He suspected something was wrong when he tried to drag the net in.
It was little more difficult than usual and it was a long time before the white belly of a 2.5m bronze whaler became visible above the water.
"Occasionally we get sand sharks but nothing this size. Two and a half metres is pretty huge when you're in a 2.5m row boat," he said. "Once I saw the huge white belly I had to stop and have a think. There was no way it was coming into the boat."
A neighbour, Ryan Orchard, paddled out in his kayak to give Mr Hoffart a hand. They decided to tow the shark to shore where a gathering crowd waited to get a look at the beast.
When they got to shore, they buried the shark, which was estimated to weigh about 200kg.
"I think a lot of the locals were happier to see it out of the water than in the water," said Mr Hoffart.
I love that that he was in a rowboat the same size as the shark but then reading that his friend rowed out in a kayak to help him was simply delicious.
Vive Kiwis!!
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
The first day of the new year in Belgie
And so we did.
Tavas ... a popular dish from the island of Cyprus; extremely easy to make.
And it was.
If you're cooking it, the house will smell divine and it tastes good too.
We did one with beef and another with turkey.
Tavas
1kg (2 lbs) lean brisket or top rump steak, cubed.
500g (1 lb) onions, sliced finely
1kg (2 lbs) potatoes, peeled and sliced thickly
150ml (1/4 pint) groundnut oil
250g (8oz) tomatoes, chopped or a 250g (8oz) can, chopped
1/2 teaspoon ground cinnamon
300ml (1/2 pint) hot water
1 Tablespoon dried oregano
salt and black pepper
Oven temperature: 200 celsius, 400 farenheit, gas mark 6
Cook for 2 hours.
Stunning courses and wines were provided by all. Gert's brother's course surely fitted into the category of fine cuisine, his sister made a lovely soup and dessert (as usual) was overwhelming and left us exhausted.
It's not the worst way to spend that first day ...
We couldn't resist, we woke little Miss Three so she could see the techni-colour madness that is Antwerp at midnight on New Year's Eve.
Gert went out into the cold with the camera and tripod while we raced from front windows to back windows - taking in the views of the city fireworks in the west, then back for the private displays of fireworks to the east ... actually no, there were private displays of fireworks going up all around us.
Miss Three told us that she had never seen anything like it, in awed tones ... but then that is Antwerp and fireworks. I feel the same ...